Indeed, most of these small cartridge typed CO2 systems have "hidden" costs (such as the disposable cartrdiges that you mentioned).
If you want to get a refillable one, you will need an adapter from the regulator to a more common fitting (i.e. the paintball pin-type fitting, or even a CGA320 fitting for a normal CO2 cylinder).
If you want to get a refillable one, you will need an adapter from the regulator to a more common fitting (i.e. the paintball pin-type fitting, or even a CGA320 fitting for a normal CO2 cylinder).