Looking for the Mean Well SCW05C-12 or SCW08-12. Everywhere seems to be out of them online or has a $50 minimum order

I am tired. Tired of repairing and replacing failing lighting. I started out with only minimal concern for budget. I have had my 250 watt hqi fail and be rebuilt at least 6 times now (and it's flickering again, so will be out in a week or so). I had my 2x96pc fail and be repaired 3 times...