my moss balls got fried along with my java moss a little while back ): so it isn't just you ): but! they are making a come back so they won't look that way for too long (hopefully).
and I shall looking into making a moss wall ;o! my friend does have a bunch of java moss he wanted to throw at me in the past... If I get a bunch of his moss then I'll start on working on it (: otherwise I'll probably start looking for a way to get my hands on CRS+CBS